I'm just writing this because it's been SOOO long since I last did ANYTHING like a Journal!
Yeaah, so, this year has been REALLY quiet with both art and journals and everything (DA related)!
Ahh, but that's just because I found a job and the love of my life at the same time!!
Ahaha, saying that after just half a year of knowing her might not sound very convincing to anyone buuut..... well! At least I would be happy to love her my whole life! Thumbs up everyone that her love for me is made of some equally über material!
To be honest, this year has been really seriously tough. Soooo muuuuch changes and new things and new responsibilities and new places and new situations and new getting-over-traumas and new problems and new self-discoveries and....
...so many times I felt sooooo bad.
But the difference really is that this time my friends (and lover) actually care about ->me<- instead of just the relationship with me. That....... difference feels SO good. Rly.
I also got my first job as a programmer. First it was an internship, and then I got a temporary position as an AI programmer/developer, and I'm totally sad about the fact that the contract ends at the end of this year, since I loved all the people here. At least though, I met lots of new people to make friends with in the future.
If there's anything I could complain about, is that I seem to have SERIOUS issues about turning my brain OFF, even when I fully realize that I'm overthinking and worrying over something completely entirely pointless.
...also, I lost the ability to sleep this autumn. Like, major crap. Have to relearn that next year.
(note: turning off the blue color from your screen helps a lot with sleeping, if you're planning to spend the last few hours before sleep at your PC).
Also, here's a fanservice picture of my butt. It's completely unrelated to anything but dayum it looks tasty.
(Girls still have tastier ones though.)
Anyways, I have two job interviews lined up after new years, so wish me luck everyone! I liked being a game programmer, and I totally wanna continue with this kinda stuff, so hold your thumbs for that too!
I hope to keep in touch with all of youuuu! (...which is mostly guaranteed since I have pretty much all of you in skype or other places....)
Merry Christmas and happy New Years!