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Shammiee

Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Finland
I'm someone who really really likes people, laughing, having fun, and having fun by making people laugh. I like games as really tough challenges, and I love them as an artform! I also like stories as an artform and art as an artform!

I am a software engineer and an Artificial Intelligence/Virtual Reality programmer by my (upcoming) profession! Thus, I sincerely like most things logic and science oriented like math, physics, chemistry, biology, anatomy, electronics, philosophy, psychology, languages and teaching other people! :3

I often go around help-with-life in DA, because I genuinely don't wanna ignore people who need support or advice! Gambatteimaaasu! >_>

Anyways! I love people and I want to make loooots of friends all over the world, so contact me for any reason at all!

Quote of the Year(s): "Caring for another is when feeling together is more important than feeling good!"
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Heyyy peeoppples! Kotori Smile Icon 
I decided to do an update before the month ends!

So, I got a new job! I already got it a couple of days after new years, but I've been too lazy to tell. This time it's full-time and has a normal salary and everything!
Holy crap I feel rich!!! 
Akari Confused Icon

My job is programming augmented reality stuffs. What I do is kinda like combination of this [link] and this [link].

With my job, girlfriend, friends, online friends and good family relations I feel like I'm finally starting to have a shot at making my own games again. It'd be awesome if I finally get to do that. I totally now have the skills to, but it's just that there's so much else more important to do...
Like pampering people! Kii Smiling Icon 

As I am feeling like this life is really starting too look more right and less wrong bit by bit... I realize that my past, even with people treating me horribly again and again, has been necessary. If one major detail had been different from how it went, I wouldn't have gotten this job, these people, this environtment...

So, no matter how much I'd want to change some things that happened, it would be very hard to give up what I have no for that. I prefer everything going just the way it did. Thankfully I don't even get to choose, since past is..... already gone~
Suguha Hurt Smile Icon


Looking back, I remember one moment that taught me something truly valuable. When a friend of mine told me something very important. She told me this: "You think that if a woman is not married to you, you can treat her however you want, and I think that is sick." Now, you might be wondering what on earth that sentence even means, and in what the heck kind of context it makes sense considering that I mostly grew up with girls, hang out with girls and become bffs with girls. I can't blame you, since it took me a while to figure out too. But I believe what she was saying with that sentence is something like: "Just listen to the colorful insanity coming from my mouth. I finally broke! And other people are actually paying attention to the things I tell them about you! Don't you get it?? Most of the people you know are totally insane! What are you still doing here?? You can't help people if they want nothing to change. You can't do the right thing with people if they just don't care. You can't be friends with people who only want the good sides of everyone. Run! Get an actual life! Get an actual job! Get some actual friends! Leave this place and don't look behind! We have different paths to walk."

And I truly still appreciate her telling me that. And to this day, I still follow that. Thus, it makes me think... nothing in my past should change. Everything had a meaning. A meaning of giving me this amazing moment of decently happy life where the future if endlessly full of possibilities to things I want to reach! Of course I would still make up and talk with people so that no one has to feel bad about anything that happened in the past, but that was never my choice in the first place.


So, that really is weird. All of the things I hated and wished that they never happened... now I wouldn't want to trade them away. Will there be a day when I change my mind again? Weeell... I think that actually is my own decision. And I choose no.
Tamako Kitashirakawa (Smile) [V1]

And thank you for reading! Tamako Kitashirakawa (Waves and says Hi) [V1] 
For people of my generation who still thought that gender is a very unambiguous, simple straightforward thing:

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...I'm a programmer, so I have the right to think in binary, right? : 3
0 - Doesn't have one
1 - Has one

Yeah, good lord I'm happy that I'm a programmer!
Oioioiii!
Aoi Wink Icon 

I'm just writing this because it's been SOOO long since I last did ANYTHING like a Journal!
Yeaah, so, this year has been REALLY quiet with both art and journals and everything (DA related)!

Ahh, but that's just because I found a job and the love of my life at the same time!!

Ahaha, saying that after just half a year of knowing her might not sound very convincing to anyone buuut..... well! At least I would be happy to love her my whole life! Thumbs up everyone that her love for me is made of some equally über material! Neptune Wink Icon 

To be honest, this year has been really seriously tough. Soooo muuuuch changes and new things and new responsibilities and new places and new situations and new getting-over-traumas and new problems and new self-discoveries and.... 
Futaba Embarrassed Icon 

...so many times I felt sooooo bad. 
But the difference really is that this time my friends (and lover) actually care about ->me<- instead of just the relationship with me. That....... difference feels SO good. Rly.


I also got my first job as a programmer. First it was an internship, and then I got a temporary position as an AI programmer/developer, and I'm totally sad about the fact that the contract ends at the end of this year, since I loved all the people here. At least though, I met lots of new people to make friends with in the future.
Kotori Smile Icon

If there's anything I could complain about, is that I seem to have SERIOUS issues about turning my brain OFF, even when I fully realize that I'm overthinking and worrying over something completely entirely pointless.
...also, I lost the ability to sleep this autumn. Like, major crap. Have to relearn that next year. Kuroneko Embarrassed Icon
(note: turning off the blue color from your screen helps a lot with sleeping, if you're planning to spend the last few hours before sleep at your PC).


Also, here's a fanservice picture of my butt. It's completely unrelated to anything but dayum it looks tasty.
Btree by Shammiee

(Girls still have tastier ones though.)



Anyways, I have two job interviews lined up after new years, so wish me luck everyone! I liked being a game programmer, and I totally wanna continue with this kinda stuff, so hold your thumbs for that too!

I hope to keep in touch with all of youuuu! (...which is mostly guaranteed since I have pretty much all of you in skype or other places....)

Merry Christmas and happy New Years! Honoka Smile Icon 
Love is like a Fart.
If you don't fight it, it'll come out naturally.
If you hold it inside, it keeps bothering you.
If you try to force it, it's probably shit.


-The Internet
Heyyy peeoppples! Kotori Smile Icon 
I decided to do an update before the month ends!

So, I got a new job! I already got it a couple of days after new years, but I've been too lazy to tell. This time it's full-time and has a normal salary and everything!
Holy crap I feel rich!!! 
Akari Confused Icon

My job is programming augmented reality stuffs. What I do is kinda like combination of this [link] and this [link].

With my job, girlfriend, friends, online friends and good family relations I feel like I'm finally starting to have a shot at making my own games again. It'd be awesome if I finally get to do that. I totally now have the skills to, but it's just that there's so much else more important to do...
Like pampering people! Kii Smiling Icon 

As I am feeling like this life is really starting too look more right and less wrong bit by bit... I realize that my past, even with people treating me horribly again and again, has been necessary. If one major detail had been different from how it went, I wouldn't have gotten this job, these people, this environtment...

So, no matter how much I'd want to change some things that happened, it would be very hard to give up what I have no for that. I prefer everything going just the way it did. Thankfully I don't even get to choose, since past is..... already gone~
Suguha Hurt Smile Icon


Looking back, I remember one moment that taught me something truly valuable. When a friend of mine told me something very important. She told me this: "You think that if a woman is not married to you, you can treat her however you want, and I think that is sick." Now, you might be wondering what on earth that sentence even means, and in what the heck kind of context it makes sense considering that I mostly grew up with girls, hang out with girls and become bffs with girls. I can't blame you, since it took me a while to figure out too. But I believe what she was saying with that sentence is something like: "Just listen to the colorful insanity coming from my mouth. I finally broke! And other people are actually paying attention to the things I tell them about you! Don't you get it?? Most of the people you know are totally insane! What are you still doing here?? You can't help people if they want nothing to change. You can't do the right thing with people if they just don't care. You can't be friends with people who only want the good sides of everyone. Run! Get an actual life! Get an actual job! Get some actual friends! Leave this place and don't look behind! We have different paths to walk."

And I truly still appreciate her telling me that. And to this day, I still follow that. Thus, it makes me think... nothing in my past should change. Everything had a meaning. A meaning of giving me this amazing moment of decently happy life where the future if endlessly full of possibilities to things I want to reach! Of course I would still make up and talk with people so that no one has to feel bad about anything that happened in the past, but that was never my choice in the first place.


So, that really is weird. All of the things I hated and wished that they never happened... now I wouldn't want to trade them away. Will there be a day when I change my mind again? Weeell... I think that actually is my own decision. And I choose no.
Tamako Kitashirakawa (Smile) [V1]

And thank you for reading! Tamako Kitashirakawa (Waves and says Hi) [V1] 

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:icondagurlnextdoor:
DaGurlNextDoor Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hai! :D
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Shammiee Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hooi!
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DaGurlNextDoor Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
How are u?
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Shammiee Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sleeeeepy nya. XD
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Anipzis Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hellooo Shammiee! :wave:
How are you? :happybounce:
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Shammiee Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Amazing!
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Anipzis Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Lot of fun? :giggle:
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Shammiee Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yes! So much fun!
My work is amazing! I feel like I'm good at it!
I found a girl, I'm getting friends at work, the relationship problems I've been having have either resolved or the people have left me alone!
And the people I've known before feel really close again. It's like... this is enjoyable!! Life is enjoyable!! XD
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Rakrila Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2016  Student
HAIIHAII HAIII
YOU ARE A NICE PERSON AND A VERY GOOD FRIEND THANK YOU FOR EXCISTING----- <3 
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Shammiee Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yeahyeahyeah sure sure! Miuna Smile [V1]
It's for people like you that I put so much effort into existing!! I'll exist as long as I possibly can! Nicely too! Nice nice person existence is what I shall do!
 Manaka Mukaido (Happy) [V1] 

(Oh my gosh... this is so awesome..!) Chiyo Embarrassed Icon

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